well we've been dating for 9 months, but 4 months ago he started acting different. one time we were laying in bed and kind of out of no where he said if you ever try to leave me I'll kill you. I remember I tensed up and I didn't say anything. after a while he acted as if he was joking.
i let that go.
then a little after that he came home while I was cleaning the kitchen one night and he looked a little drunk. he started questioning me for no reason asking what I did all day, who did I see and who called. this started to irratating me so I suggested he go lay down and relax. then he flipped and grabbed my shoulders and told me not to ever tell him what to do. he then pushed me down and I fell to the floor. he looked down at me for a few seconds, I couldn't read the expression on his face, and stepped over me and walked out. then that same night while I was in bed I heard him come in and I pretended to be asleep, then he crawled up behind me and it sounded like he was crying. I completely forgave him after that and the next morning he acted like nothing happened so I went along with it.
And that's basically where it all started .he calls me horrible names and tell me that I'm lucky to even have him. and when he gets drunk he says scary things like maybe we should both be dead, that would be better wouldn't it?
and now he hits me all the time. over nothing. sometimes he'll come in and beat me then leave. he's kicked me, slapped, punched and he grabs me and throws me down and stuff like that,
it makes feel like nothing. and I hate myself.
he still apologizes but he acts like its my fault anyway. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to to leave because of the threats and I hate to say it but I still love him. but I'm so scared and lost. I don't know what to do.
please, advice ?
i let that go.
then a little after that he came home while I was cleaning the kitchen one night and he looked a little drunk. he started questioning me for no reason asking what I did all day, who did I see and who called. this started to irratating me so I suggested he go lay down and relax. then he flipped and grabbed my shoulders and told me not to ever tell him what to do. he then pushed me down and I fell to the floor. he looked down at me for a few seconds, I couldn't read the expression on his face, and stepped over me and walked out. then that same night while I was in bed I heard him come in and I pretended to be asleep, then he crawled up behind me and it sounded like he was crying. I completely forgave him after that and the next morning he acted like nothing happened so I went along with it.
And that's basically where it all started .he calls me horrible names and tell me that I'm lucky to even have him. and when he gets drunk he says scary things like maybe we should both be dead, that would be better wouldn't it?
and now he hits me all the time. over nothing. sometimes he'll come in and beat me then leave. he's kicked me, slapped, punched and he grabs me and throws me down and stuff like that,
it makes feel like nothing. and I hate myself.
he still apologizes but he acts like its my fault anyway. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to to leave because of the threats and I hate to say it but I still love him. but I'm so scared and lost. I don't know what to do.
please, advice ?
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