My Thoughts on Free Will

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I don't believe in free will. This raises a lot of questions from people about how I could possibly maintain such a view. This article isn't intended to convert anyone to my stance, but simply to answer many of the questions I've received.

And yes, I believe I was helpless but to write this MyTake article. If we could loop my entire my life up to this point, given the exact same history, memories, life experiences, brain, body, etc, my prediction is that I would write this article again and again and again.

Free Will

So what do I mean by "free will"? That's also a recurring question. This is basically what I mean:

The ability to arbitrarily choose between good and evil.

By arbitrarily, that means unconstrained by any factors. It means if someone is good or evil, there are no relevant variables that caused them to make this arbitrary choice.

If someone commits evil, no factors caused them to do so except their own free will. The only variable that matters here is their own free will. They made this totally free, unconstrained choice to commit evil.

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We cannot point to their upbringing, brain disorders, socioeconomic status, political or religious beliefs, psychological state, their intoxication levels, etc. With a free will mindset, none of these variables are relevant if the person commits an evil act. The only variable that matters in the free will scenario is that they chose, independent of all such variables, to be evil.

I reject this belief wholeheartedly. I believe these types of variables are not only relevant, but crucial. I think a person's choices are absolutely constrained by their nature and nurture,. I believe that to the point of being a determinist who believes that there was only one possible outcome when we take the sum of all of these variables.

Homosexuality

I'm a heterosexual, but one of the main issues that set me on the journey to abandon any notion of free will was homosexuality.

I was in a part of the United States at a time when there was this prominent Baptist church in our community. The members of the church were protesting against homosexuality.

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When I encountered them, they were encouraging kids to avoid Disney products like the plague. They thought that Disney was a very evil company for hiring homosexuals and tried to convince me that it was my duty to join in boycotting them.

The group told me that homosexuals were demonic followers of Satan who chose to act against God. They weren't quite as spiteful in their message as the photo above of the child. They spoke very gently towards me as a child, but it was still clearly driven by hatred.

At home that night, I tried to tell my mother that I don't hate gays. I couldn't articulate myself very well at that early age, but something felt wrong to me about hating gays and thinking they deserved eternal damnation.

She actually became furious and started thinking I must be homosexual. In her mind, the only way I could come to the defense of homosexuals is if I was homosexual. I wasn't and just felt, given my limited childlike mind, that it was incredibly wrong.

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It somehow felt wrong even though this put me at odds against my own family and even this entire community. My mother tried to punish me repeatedly to change my mind, but that only made me grow stronger in my convictions.

It didn't matter to me that this put me at odds with this entire community and my own family. I'm a mixed person so I was always considered kind of a foreigner anyway no matter where I went. Perhaps that's why I couldn't see things the way these people saw them in the first place.

This is still a contention I have with my mother who has a habit of posting anti-gay images and texts on social media. We've become more peaceful over the years, but she still despises homosexuals and I still think she's very wrong for doing it.

Hatred

Over the years as I grew towards a teenager, I started reflecting back on the beliefs of that community and of my own mother. I tried to figure out why they could hate homosexuals to the extent of even boycotting companies that provide them a livelihood.

It dawned on me that free will had a big part to do with it. The people against homosexuals were constantly emphasizing choice as their keyword: choice, choose, chosen, chose. The concept of "choice" came up repeatedly.

There were two premises and a conclusion as I saw it:

1. (Sin) Homosexuality is evil.
2. (Free will) Humans have the ability to arbitrarily choose between good and evil.
3. (Conclusion) Therefore, homosexuals must have arbitrarily chosen to be evil.

As a child I only questioned first premise about homosexuality being evil, since I still believed the second. Over time though, I started questioning the second one as well about free will.

I started wondering if I had any choice about my heterosexuality. I have no sexual attraction towards males whatsoever. If I can't choose any sexual orientation besides heterosexuality, why on earth should I assume that anyone else can?

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It seemed to me that I was helpless but to be heterosexual, and the same should go for people of other sexual orientations. Whether it be due to hereditary factors or social conditioning or a combination of both, it seemed to me that there are actual variables involved here that cause people to develop a certain sexual orientation.

Sexual orientation didn't seem like the result of an unconstrained, arbitrary choice. This was my very first step towards abandoning the concept of free will.

Abandoning Free Will

When I started to believe that homosexuals are helpless to be anything other than who they are, and that there could actually be variables we can investigate that could potentially explain someone's sexual orientation, it got me wondering what else could lead people to becoming who they are.

I started wondering about criminals. Would there be recurring factors we can discover when we investigate criminals? Perhaps even criminals can't help but be who they are.

As I started investigating this, I actually discovered recurring factors. I found that the majority of the prison population often came from backgrounds of broken homes, poverty, childhood abuse and neglect, bullying, etc. Just the first factor alone is a recurring one that contributes to over 70% of the prison population.

When I started investigating notorious serial killers, I often found recurring patterns of childhood abuse, trauma, loss of loved ones at an early age, psychological disorders, sexual abuse, and sometimes even brain defects.

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I failed to discover any trends with serial killers whose backgrounds and psychological states seemed even relatively ordinary. We ought to find many perfectly normal serial killers with unremarkable backgrounds if people could just arbitrarily become evil one day. Instead I found significant trends with extraordinary backgrounds revealing recurring patterns.

It began to dawn on me that if I had the identical body, brain, and upbringing of a serial killer, the most likely outcome is that I too would become a serial killer. Fortunately I don't possess the identical body, brain, and upbringing, but that seemed to be the most logical answer given my investigations.

The Illusion

At this point I had already abandoned free will. I began to believe that the perception of choice is merely an illusion of choice.

When I go to an ice cream shop, I'm presented with that illusion. It's a convincing illusion because I'm introspectively aware of my own processing. As my brain crunches data and branches between functions to arrive at a decision, I'm largely aware of this entire processing going on.

This makes me feel like I was able to make any choice and, furthermore, that I could have just as well arrived at a different decision given the exact same circumstances.

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Yet I believe this perception of choice is merely an illusion and nothing more. I'm okay with that.

While this is only conjecture, take a group of scientists and engineers who gather all kinds of information about me ranging from my personal interests, psychology, brain patterns, favorite foods, etc. They then do the same for a wide number of individuals.

As a final set of inputs, they gather data about my daily experience and mood up to the point I enter the ice cream shop. Finally, they perform data mining algorithms on the gathered data such as K-means clustering with K being the number of ice cream flavors available in the shop.

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I believe, in such a case, that my data would converge to establish a centroid and cluster which would accurately predict that I would have chosen vanilla ice cream as with all other individuals similar to me even though I wasn't even aware of it in advance.

While no one has conducted this precise experiment, there are data mining experiments along a similar vein which have produced fairly consistent results.

Companies like Amazon already apply such algorithms to suggest products you may like based on the data gathered about you, though they have very limited data with which to mine making the suggestions nowhere near as accurate as they could be if they had your entire psychological profile and childhood history.

For those who buy into personality types (for example, I'm ENFP), that's also based on data mining the answers to the survey to make predictions about your character.

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All of these data mining techniques would fail to produce any consistent results and would be absolutely pointless if we could just walk into that analogical ice cream shop and arbitrarily choose a flavor.

All such methods in a similar vein are able to produce decent results because we can't help but choose and behave in a consistent fashion given all the relevant data.

Implications

So what are the implications of believing there is no free will? I stopped believing in free will in my early teenage years, but the implications of that took me many more years to fully register.

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Hate the Crime, Not the Criminal

First, I found that I could even sympathize with a serial killer. After all, I genuinely believe I would have also become a serial killer if I shared the same body, brain, and upbringing. I couldn't hate them given these beliefs.

Of course I might find myself fueled by anger and hatred if they killed someone I loved, but even then a rational side of me failing to believe in free will would see that they couldn't help but be who they are. This leads to a "hate the sin, not the sinner" mindset.

This doesn't mean I believe in letting serial killers go free without consequences for their actions. We have to protect members of society, and if we allowed serial killers to run rampant, all of the people I care about would be in constant danger.

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Remedial Action

Yet even though I believe in establishing consequences, I don't believe in punishing the serial killer for no logical reason. Anything we do with killers should revolve around remedial action with the hope of integrating them back into society as productive citizens. If that seems impossible given our current understanding of effective remedial techniques, then we might need to keep the killer away from the rest of society for good.

As a more hopeful example, take a thief. I don't believe a thief arbitrarily chooses to steal. I believe we can investigate his background and find patterns there in common with other known thieves.

Understanding these factors is useful not only to understand the thief's reasons for having stolen from someone else, but also in preventing society from creating more and more thieves in the future.

Such an investigation could help us understand the right type of childhood upbringing and education we should provide along with the most effective laws to further discourage such behavior.

With the thief, I don't believe in simply torturing him for the crime out of spite. I don't believe in cutting off his hand and crippling him as a member of society.

Again, as part of the investigative process, I believe we should try to find the most effective conditioning methods applied to known thieves that will condition them not to steal again. The goal is to take a counter-productive citizen and condition them towards becoming productive citizens, and hopefully without crippling them in the process.

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Parenting and Education

Parenting and education are now the most crucial political topics to me for creating a productive society. They trump all other topics.

Since I don't believe in free will, I believe we actually have the full capability to completely shape how individuals turn out to be.

If we set our mind to it, I actually believe that we can produce cold-blooded killers who go on random shooting sprees. If we really wanted to do it, I believe we can refine an effective technique applied to children starting from an early age, conditioning them a certain way, and consistently produce effective killers who can massacre people without thinking twice. That, too, should be impossible if we had free will.

Yet I believe we should be going for the precise opposite. We should strive to raise productive citizens of conscience with values that prevent society from turning into a disarray of violence and chaos. Parenting and education make all the difference here as I see it.

Until I abandoned the concept of free will, I didn't think that parenting and education were so important. After all, with free will, I thought we could provide a child an upstanding upbringing and the individual could still turn into a thug who joins a gang and goes on random shooting sprees. I also thought we could abuse and neglect a child and the child could still choose to be an outstanding citizen. The data I found in criminology showed me otherwise.

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Accountability

Accountability takes on a slight change in mindset when we lose the concept of free will. It might lead to questions like, "How can we consider ourselves accountable for something we only had the illusion of control over?"

From my standpoint, accountability is just a useful value to promote as a self-conditioning tool to help people recondition themselves against behaviors that yield undesirable outcomes.

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People who value it are able to make self-corrections to avoid undesirable behavior. They gain more "control" over themselves (relatively-speaking absent of free will), and learn from their mistakes more quickly. Those who lack it may never learn from their mistakes.

I believe this is why human societies, simulated over great periods of time, often came to favor accountability as a useful quality. Those who had it could learn more quickly and avoid repeating the same mistakes over and over. It's a tool to speed up learning.

Control

When we believe in free will, we have no control as a society to mitigate crime or evil. After all, people have the ability to arbitrarily choose evil no matter what we do under such a belief.

The individual gains powers to arbitrarily do anything under such a belief independent of anything, but society loses any power or hope of mitigating evil.

When we don't believe in free will, we transfer the power back to society. We can actually believe that good parenting will produce great citizens, for example.

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Conclusion

This only touches the surface of my views on free will, but I hope it has answered some of the existing questions I've received. Again my point is not to convert others towards my views. It just became clear to me that I should attempt to justify my own.

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