Is my boyfriend having any issues with my blowjobs? why does he always keeps passing "I hate you, never liked you or u r nothing but a hoe" messages?

[Kock_Hungry]

Why does my boyfriend treats me as an untouchable person when he isn't horney and forces himself upon me while he is horney. My boyfriend sometimes allows me to blow his rod at least for 2hours , he would keep ramming my mouth and throat forcefully very fast and make me deepthroat his entire rod and makes me stay there for at least 10-15seconds , he makes me to lick his cherries 🍒 wet his all pu bic hair and let my saliva drooling all over his shaft , he and he he is about to cum he would hold me deepthroated and pinch my nose so that when I try to breathe through my mouth it would massage his shaft and finish him deep down my throat. but some times he won't even allow me to touch him or his shaft, he would feel like he is offering me his shaft to suck on only for my pleasures and he gain nothing from it. why does he keep doing that I hate it, actually I can see him enjoying my blowjobs but he says right to my face he is not really enjoying mt bjs he just don't want to disappoint me. when I blow him forcefully he only keep resisting it only until I have his c0*k in my mouth and and won't do anything and won't say anything I have to work it all on my own until he finishes on my tongue, in these cases and after he came he wouldn't allow me to blow his not more than 1minute he pulls it away from my mouth and get back on his pants and sleep as far as possible from me (saying it is wrong to have this with another man stay away from me), he treats me as if like I am untouchable.

[HandsomeRaj]

1. Your boyfriend seems to be someone who is confused between religion / society (hetro) and his own sexual identity - it's as simple as that
2. When he gets horny he wants you but once he's blown his load, his mind takes over and reality returns to him - a normal and natural phenomenon
3. He's with you cause he really likes you but he detests being gay. He probably thinks he's not normal and dislikes self for being gay / bi
4. Once he's done then he starts 'thinking'
5. Guess he'd do that to anyone (male) not just you
6. It's either you live with it or find someone else :)

[Kock_Hungry]

But I've never done it with anyone other than him, that to I did it only when he asked me to

[HandsomeRaj]

It's not about you, it's about him. He is confused within himself. He is attracted to you but is in denial too

[Kock_Hungry]

Ha ha ha he ain't attracted to me , he always mocks me for being thin, black and no physic

[HandsomeRaj]

In which case why is he with you or does he have the dominatrix stuff in him?

[Kock_Hungry]

We are college students we can't afford hostel fee so we rented a room, when I doesn't know he was in to this kind of stuff

[HandsomeRaj]

It's either this or that or both :)

[AustinMan]

I'm by no means sure what he's up to. It may that he's very conflicted and has a whore-Madonna complex where he cant' resolve how he feels about a woman who will give whatever he wants.

Are you having sex? Do you plan to if not?

[Kock_Hungry]

No not sex he wants it but I don't, I only do orals with men and the rest with women. but at the beginning he forced me but I. Said only bjs and he agreed for that

[AustinMan]

I think it might be your limits and your bisexuality. He may get his jollies and then start thinking about sex again and then about the ladies who get full access to your body and get angry. I would.

[Kock_Hungry]

He never actually cares for me, he just shared a room with me because he need me financially but he never speaks to me lot , usually quite

[Kock_Hungry]

If he was open minded towards me I might have reconsidered

[AustinMan]

I'm so sorry. I missed your gender and spoke as to a female. I'm so sorry. Delete everything I said.

[Anonymous]

Jesus Christ this guy sounds really abusive. That isn't normal behaviour, you don't have to put up with that

[Kock_Hungry]

Explanation please

[megg17]

um yeah you're in an abusive relationship

[Kock_Hungry]

Really why do you think so

[MissIndependent111]

You give him amazing BJ's.

[Kock_Hungry]

I meant to receive suggestions not compliments, my love

[Anonymous]

Um.. Yeah, your boyfriend is a prick. Ditch him.

[Kock_Hungry]

Really is that it, that simple

[Anonymous]

Maybe you need a new boyfriend

[Kock_Hungry]

Why is it love

[Anonymous]

I doubt he does.

[Kock_Hungry]

What do you mean?