Why am I upset that my boyfriend watches porn?
However, I stopped watching after I started my current relationship. I don't know, usually I'm fine with continuing to watch porn after getting into a relationship, especially if I know my boyfriend does so too. I don't know what makes this relationship so different, but I began dating one of my closest guyfriends almost two months ago. We've been doing so well, I couldn't be happier.. but for some reason (and I JUST noticed this recently), I couldn't bring myself any longer to watch porn. If I even try to search it up, let alone watch even one clip, I start thinking about my boyfriend and how much better he'd be at doing to me what the pornstars on my screen are doing. And then I think about how great of a guy my boyfriend is, and how much we care about each other.. and, ultimately, I feel awful for watching other people dress down and doing it. I don't know why I've never felt this guilt before but I do now and whenever I take some time alone to "help myself", I don't watch porn and just think of my boyfriend instead.
Not only is that the problem, but I know he watches porn too. Like I said we were close formed so I knew beforehand he watches porn, but he still continues to do so while we're in a relationship. It really shouldn't bother me because everyone does it, and it never was a problem for me before with anyone else I dated, so why the hell does it bother me and hurt my feelings just knowing that my boyfriend watches porn? Is there anything I can do or tell myself to stop this guilt?
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