How do I deal with guilt over incest?
I committed incest when I was younger (between the ages7-10 years old) with 12 family members. 4 were boys and the rest were girls. I NEVER had intercourse with any of them. I lost my virginity to a jerk in 12th grade. However, the last time I committed incest was 9th grade. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. The worst memory I have was with my brother. I was in the 3rd or 4th grade. It was only once but it still haunts me. I did things with 2 friend girls in 3rd/4th grade. I feel impure, guilty, and sad when I think about it. It is sick. I don't know how I could've done those things or what was going through my mind or where my parents were. Sometimes I think I've had bad luck because of my past.
Please, don't attack. I know what I did was wrong and disgusting. Im posting this because I want to move on, meet a nice man, and feel good about myself. How do I forgive myself? Would you date someone who has done such terrible things?
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