Did I do a bad blowjob? Where did I wrong?

[Anonymous]

So he is my ex and we were like on off on off all the time. After he going to college and we were not in the same city anymore, we turn out to be like a chat-sex-friend (I don't know if that kind of relationship even exist). he going to college for 5 years, then he going back to the same city with me now. He asked me out a few times but I rejected it because he has a girlfriend for the past 2 years. But I guess because I still like him, I just go for it after he ask me a few times. That was the VERY FIRST TIME for me to do a bj. And he was my first kiss too (this happened 6 years ago). Well, he takes me to his places, we eat pizza, we talk, we kiss, I gave him a head, I made him cum, and he said that was good, and he said I'm pretty too. But after that, HE DID NOT TEXT/CALL ME.
We are never always texting like everyday anyway, but not text me aftar that was so rude, i thought.
I mean, I'm not expecting any kind of serious relationship with him because I know that he had a girlfriend and he love her. I don't know. I just want to be friends with benefit with him, since he my first at most of thing and because I love the way he talk dirty to me. He is like my evil soulmate. I guess because of he didn't text me or call me I start wondering did I do a bad blow job... And maybe I'm below what he was expected, or... I don't know oh my god I don't even know what is going on :(

[SpurtLover]

You didn't do anything wrong and he must be some kind of jerk if you are nice enough to suck his dick, let him cum in your mouth and eat his sperm.

Seriously, if a pretty girl like you gives me blowjobs everyday and swallows my semen, I am going to love you and want to be with you all the time. Once you find a girl who loves sucking cock, stick with her because she will always make her guy happy with her mouth. Do you agree with me?

[Asker]

I don't know, maybe because this is my first time I just scared I did it wrong. well if you said that you going to love me and want to be with me all the time, why he didn't? I can't understand. Thank you for your opinion you are so kind

[SpurtLover]

Thanks, you are nice to say that. I cannot speak for him because I am not him and don't know him. I only can speak for myself. I can only assume he is an egotistical jerk and user of women. For myself, once a girl (especially if she is pretty and nice like you) shows me that she is willing and happy to suck my dick everyday, then I am going to make her my permanent girlfriend and maybe even wife. Did you swallow his sperm on your first time? That's very important to a guy. Maybe you want to chat on the phone sometime about this subject? It could be kind of fun.

[SpurtLover]

Thank for the MHO! You want to talk?

[JadonFromStarbucks]

Im sorry to say this but your'e just a boot call for him, minus the booty more just like a mouth call, he's probably not going to sacrifice a 2 year relationship for you (maybe, who knows), i'd recommend you GTFO and find someone worth investing time into

[Asker]

guess what? I don't even mind if he is not going to sacrifice a 2 years relationship or make me like a mouth call, sounds like I'm a bitch right? :'( but no I'm not, I only do that kind of things with him and act like this to him. Shame on me... I don't know what happen to me. and thank you for your opinion you are so kind

[HonestGirlAlways]

You didn't give a bad blowjob, you just mean nothing to him now that he's got what he wanted.

[Blonde401]

He used you.

[Dargil]

Its not your skill at a sexual favor. He simply uses you and has no feelings for you. You have a good heart. Stop letting him walk on it and find someone who is worthy.

[Asker]

yes you right. i see it clear he has no feelings for me

[Dargil]

Except sexual, which you have been willing to fulfill. Stop!

[Asker]

I lied to myself all this five years that he is too kind to used me, but your words make me realize what I knew but I ignored all this time. (since I never share this story to any of my friend). thank you so much

[Dargil]

Keep your heart open. Don't judge the basket by one bad apple.

[SamMatthew]

First thing, You did bj to him. so he should be nice to you not rude. and if he did not liked it then he should have told you nicely that "Honey, you did great but if you do like this, it will be more good." So just chill. He should learn to behave.

[parthib]

oh come on, you on the other hand should not have done that. He just got safisfied and thats it. He would just have an interest to make out , you fulfilled and that's it. Its not your mistake.

[Ben38]

there can be thousands of reasons why he never texted again. it doesn't mean you lack any qualities.

[Glen68]

you made him cum so you did just fine

[tommy323]

sounds like he guy what he wanted and left, sorry

[darkizm]

I didn't read too long

[Anonymous]

it is not bad