I can't admit to desire another man sexually although I have. but in terms of relationships I do it because I i love him so dearly. We're 3 years in, committed, no break-ups. He's my first and possibly my last so when I'm giving him head its an outward expression of how much I trust him, so I will submit willingly asked or not. I don't mind him asking. It's a turn on to me. It means he needs me. He could go masturbate but he NEEDS me instead. Sucking is something I really enjoy doing. We as women are ACTUALLY the ones in control when we give head. WE control how fast, how long, how deep, how wet, how hard we suck, and most of all we determine level of orgasm. And I'm heated every second of it. Male moans are sexy, male tears of pleasure are sexier.