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So... am I bisexual? i'm kind of in denial , just tell me what you think?

First of all, i got into porn and masturbation at a very young age. And i started masturbating to lesbian porn very early. I remember a moment when i was very little like around 6 years old i was in school and it was nap time. My mom bought me this barbie blanket and on it was a very pretty blonde barbie doll and when no one was watching i would kiss the barbies lips and masturbate to her. I was very horny even as a kid. I'm getting anxious right now just talking about this because it makes me upset i don't wanna be bi :( anyways.. Got a bit older and my masturbation and lesbian porn habits were still going strong. I would even just masturbate to videos of girls stripping down naked , or shaking their butts in mini skirts and thongs i also developed a mini crush on a girl named Emma at school. She was the cutest thing i've laid my eyes on. Gorgeous big eyes. I just wanted to hold her forever. But i never told her. then what made me think maybe i do have feelings for girls was when my cousins came to stay at our house. One of my cousins has a girlfriend and she was sooo cute ! She always smiled and she had the cutest voice and she was sweet! i felt so comfortable around her and i fantasized about her. I wanted to kiss her soft lips and i wanted to (this is tmi but whatever ) i wanted to have sex with her. I had fantasies of scissoring with her and i would picture her moaning and screaming it made me really wet. I would often get jealous of my cousinn because he had such a beautiful girlfriend , he was lucky. Even after all this , i deny my feelings, i tell my self everyday that i shouldn't feel for girls an that girls are nasty and i'm straight and should like guys. Right now i have a major crush on a beautiful girl named Jenna , i want her to be mine. So am i bisexual or a confused straight girl? I've also kissed my best girl friend on the lips but i didn't like it at all. Maybe it's cause i thought of her as a friend? Also, should i expiremnt?
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Most Helpful Guys

  • i would say at your age its just experimenting no one really knows who they are or what they are while going through certain stags of being young. dont let anyone lie to you and say your bi or lesbian because they only want in your panties if its another girl. you have t know for certain for yourself dont let others decide for you when only you know you best.

  • Based on your story, none of us even know if you are attracted to men. You might just be a lesbian for all we know.

    You are blatantly attracted to women, so what we do know is that you aren't straight. You are at least bisexual.

    So... why be in denial? embrace who you are. There's absolutely nothing wrong with being attracted to the same sex.

Most Helpful Girls

  • You just sound lesbian, or you've given zero indication of liking men as well as women. Learn to accept yourself, there's nothing wrong with liking the same sex.

    • Oh sorry i forgot to write that i do love men. I am crazy for men too and I've date plenty of men in the past and loved it

    • Ah okay, you are bisexual then

  • Honestly I don't think you need to rush to label yourself. Time will tell :D And good luck :)

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  • This is why porn is bad.

    • yeah so times i blame porn for making me interested in women. But , i've been told poeple are born with their sexuality.

    • No, people can rewire their brain into anything they want. Don't listen to people who tell you homosexuality is a normal thing. It's not, and this is has been proven by medical professionals.

  • TBH, it sounds more like a series of girl crushes than anything else.

  • You're definitely bisexual, maybe even lesbian, you even seem more keen on women than men. You should definitely experiment so you know for sure.

  • You probably are bisexual but you should try experimenting and maybe date a girl before you figure it out

  • Sounds like you are Bi, but that's a good thing, think about it... you can be with twice as many people as a straight person, you have so many more options haha. I'd say yeah to experimenting, it's totally harmless and life is to short to be in denial

  • I'll make u like dick

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