So during doggy style (last night) my boyfriend was REALLY getting into it and his d*** 'accidentally' slipped in my ass. Well it didn't slip right in. It slipped in the very tip and that really hurt and my initial reaction was to yell REALLY loudly (good thing no one was in the house) 'OWW!' Well my boyfriend didn't stop but pushed his d*** in and I screamed BLOODY F***ING MURDER and omg it hurt so damn much if keeled over and started crying. He was like 'omg what's wrong what did I do?' I said nothing I was in total shock. My whole body was shaking. He held me for a while then said 'I'm sorry I didn't realize it was just go in like that. You didn't say to stop'. WTF? Sometimes one doesn't have the energy for words! A A big freaking OW should be enough. Does this sound like an accident or not? He sometimes likes to put a finger in my ass and although I don't really like it I don't say anything. But if he wants to put a d*** in there he should ask first (and the answer would be no either way. The potential health problems are too risky for me).
Right now I have NO desire to have sex with him. We had sex this morning but I just wasn't feeling it AT ALL. I basically faked it because if I don't act like I'm enjoying myself he gets turned off. I know he cares about me a lot. He claims he loves me. But I just don't know if my sexual desire for him will return back to normal. We've been dating for two months btw.
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