I hate it it just feels awkward and I just don't like it
with a guy? yup yup.
I can feel you* (the general 'you') staring up at me while your down there - and it's offputing. With 69 both people are too captivated to care. Plus it's nice to please whilst being pleased.
U talking about with a girl or with a guy?
If you're talking about with a girl, then yes, yes I would.
Never with a guy. Ever. Yuck.