I'm scoundrel, fantasist, narcissistic, womanizer, selfish, loner, white liar, dad, and I think I love a woman?
Basically I think I want to get back with this woman, problem is, since I left her after a long separation...I have this funny urge NOT to sleep with another woman, no matter how attractive they are. If Scarlett Johnasson got on my lap, I would have doubts.
I was with her for 4 years, two were without sex due to complications with the birth(which I was OK about)and I never received any physical pleasure..(AT ALL)! during that time I never strayed, just waited. This is one of the main reasons we broke up, I felt she stopped caring about me.
I've lost all sense of having sex, or going up to woman and asking her fancying a quick one, It would mean nothing...I just want to get back to a place where I could have fun again, and enjoy myself.
What's wrong with me?
What's Your Opinion?