after awhile I get used to it(; at first it was digusting because I wasn't used to having something like that squirt in my mouth unprepared..but after a few times it was alright because I let the guy have full plesure I let hm finish his job..instead of making him pull it out..I've been told they like it better when I swallow it ..so I do that's the point of blow jobs(; IMO.
I don't feel any diffrent it sort of emotional if it's my boyfriend and I love him I don't know how it would be with someone that I'm not in a relationship with. I feel like it's something between that bonds two people.
My first Girlfriend though it very emotional. She liked to move her head up to mine right after I came, so she could look me in the eyes and swallow. It was very bonding for us. She would swallow, and then smile and even kind of giggle sometimes, then snuggle a little bit. I think she felt it was accepting of me and showing bonding . she described it that way. I know I felt at way for me too.