Most embarassing moment ever, pheromones issues.. pls help!

I had a really embarassing episode today when we were out and I kinda wanna talk about it so I can sort my head out it, tell me what you think and pls share if you have similar embarassing moments.. (if its fine, I don't wanna push) ok so here goes, me and my boyfriend went out earlier today mainly because I needed air from staying at home, we went to our usual coffee shop near a bookstore, had drinks, set my laptop up, grabbed my sketchpad and started brainstorming as usual, we usually talk about great ideas to imagine, he's really into my nerdy with glasses side so I usually wear it at dates even, tho I have contacts and usually talk comfortably with him, he started browsing my skectchpad while next to me and came across an unfinished nude adult model of myself in sketch, but he thought it was just a practice figure, I panicked and took it from him and apologized, he hugged me briefly and told me it was fine, but we continued the silence so somehow we ended up talking about slightly dirty things just to relate the mood, after a while we napped leaning against each other on the chair, and I subconsciously started breathing on him (because I secretly love his scent), he noticed and he gave me his undershirt (he wears,that plus a t-shirt and a hooded jacket), and I actually started breathing really hard while unconsciously drooling on it while my head is bowing down, and somehow I actually orgasmed.. in public.. in a coffeeshop.. I managed to keep myself quiet and my boyfriend only realized it when I told him while trembling that I had to go to the toilet but couldn't move.. he seemed embarassed too but he helped me get there (it wasn't far) and even,entered the restroom while their were other girls in there and put me on a toilet, stepped out real quickly and stayed out right by the door (I think he got really embarassed but even stayed close while the girls were looking at him), I finished cleaning myself in just a few minutes but took half an hour trying to gain the courage to apologize, only for him to apologize first, the rest of the evening felt really awkward but I got a good long hug and a kiss in the cheek (first indirect kiss) at the end of the day, kissed him back (ho!) and thanked him a lot for helping me, we texted each other about it and tried to laugh it off but it was really embarassing for both of us so yeah.. I feel kinda bad about it and wanna make it up to him, I also wanna contain my urges with drugs or something but he hates that so dunno.. so yeah, any advice or anything will be a great help! seriously I need to calm down, I feel so crappy that he saw that side of me but he was OK with it and knew about me having a scent fetish since he's really into it too, he even commented the other day about how I always smell so.. good like a cotton ball of pheromones (I wear thick clothes and a coat or jacket and even a scarf often because I love my warmth and comfy clothes, but I bath often & thoroughly!) so yeah, some good came off it but still..
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im usually spunky confident kind of girl with my friends ever since buried my nerdy, dirty, introverted, demented side 6 years ago after getting rid of my suicidal depression, underclassmates in,high school even think of me as a rolemodel and I became from nerdy shy lonely quiet girl to miss popular in in one year level, but in reality I'm just an androphobic girl that stopped taking sht one day.. lol? but I still can't keep it together when I'm with my boyfriend, everything I buried keeps leaking out o.o
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to those that find it weird that I actually had that, reason is that I'm born extremely sensitive, I get turned on just from a little stimulus and I have quick orgasms that aren't even difficult to get to, I think its a condition but my obgyn keeps telling me that its perfectly normal and that I'd be able to control it as I mature and experience, my friends keep pushing me to jump my boyfriend so they can see my reaction o_o
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  • So I was 11 in year 6, and I was in a unisex shower and since no one used it and it didn’t lock, I was like totally fine. I was naked completely and daydreaming about my crush, when he walked right in and accidentally saw all my nudes! I was so embarrassed and my boobs started getting really hard, and my vagina was opening up and I started having period, and I was insecure about my feet but it was visible to him! I was crying but my crush helped me a lot but I felt really really embarrassed! Then I cried out “FUCK!” and this was even more embarrassing as I am a girl that doesn’t swear. My crushed soothed me and another embarrassing moment came: I asked him out, naked with hard boobs and I thought he would say no, but he said yes. Best moment of my life! Then I gave him my house address. But then I realised that I could not see my clothes anywhere, so we waited for school to end, and he grabbed his towel, covered it around me, and we ran to my house. At night, my parents and his parents were over (long story) at my house, talking about us getting married in the future and then they left to go shopping. Then, I was still nude with the towel, I took off the towel and started touch my new boyfriend with my privates. Then, I actually asked him to have sex with me! He declined, but now that we are 17, whenever we are alone together, I am nude and I touch him with my privates, and next year we will get married and we may have children! You know what that means! 🤫 This turned from an unimaginably embarrassing moment to, what I think of the moment now life changing. Feel free to reply!

  • umm it should be flattering for him that he smells so good to you. I've gotten turned on from a really good smelling guy but never that much.

    • It is and I'm happy that he's fine with my scent fetish and that he himself he's really into it, what I'm unhappy with is having an orgasm in public in my seat through my panties and being seen trembling and weeping while cmmng if front I'm my bf.. that's what really bothers me so much :(

    • you boyfriend will see you do this a lot. I would feel proud and turned on to be a part of making my girl do that in public... Forget about the embarrassment I doubt he is just more in awe of that. Soon he will want this to occur more and more, very erotic and HOT !

    • I'm sorry sweetie that must have been embarrassing. But I'm sure it turned him on. Maybe try desensitizing yourself to his scent.

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Most Helpful Guys

  • If I were him I would be really turned-on to know that my scent had that kind of effect on my girlfriend, including that it gave her an orgasm in public. I know it is embarrassing, but I wouldn't worry too much about it. I don't think he would be offended by it at all if I were him. I also get really turned-on by my girlfriend's scent... like when she gives me a hug and I can smell the pits of her shirt, it gets me really turned-on.

    • I really like that he's fine with my scent fetish and I'm sure (very sure since he has a scent fetish too) he loved what he saw but I'm sure he was almost as embarassed as I was, and I had to go home with soaked underwear so you can imagine how uncomfortable I felt, I prepared for it incase now though.. and I talked to my boyfriend about it a few days ago and he seemed really happy that I could orgasm just from that, he wanted to see me have it again one day, but I just wish it wasn't in public though..

  • Don't be so embarrassed! Most guys at some point in their life experience an unexpected unwanted orgasm and it makes a big mess in our pants lol. If your guy stuck by you through it all and was understanding you have nothing to worry about. He's not going to look down on you for this, it's just another interesting thing about you that will keep him into you if anything.

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  • Nice plot for a hentai story. Did you draw the graphics to go with it?

    • if you don't have anything better to say pls get out, I don't need any trash talkers here -_-

  • Sounds like you could benefit from sharing with your best bud girlfriend.

  • I went to public sea beach last year. I took bath in the sea. Then I came out and started removing my underwear. I was wearing towel. So my towel slipped there. People started taking pics of me. Instead of picking my towel, I started running towards water again. Then I called an oldman for help. He gave it me. I wore there.