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My friend asked if he could eat me out (long)
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(I'm nineteen, he's 21) I've know him for a little over two years. I'm a family friend and I spend a lot of time with them. His cousin is my best friend. Anyway I started to like him almost immediately but I figured he is out of my league. And I don't like rejection so I never said anything about it. Over time we got really close. We would stay up in the living room and talk for hours until early morning sometimes. He does little things that a boyfriend (or at least a person who is interested would do) he tells me secrets and his fears & stuff he's never told anyone else. He listens to me and he remembers EVERYTHING I tell him. He tickles me he knows when I've been crying or if something is wrong. Just stuff like that. Then it started to progress. He would ask for kisses (and he did kiss me once on the cheek. but I was half asleep and he was drunk) and things like that. He likes to joke around so I don't really know how to react. Anyway I admitted to his cousin that I like him and obviously he told him. Then the next day I saw him he completely ignored me. and everything was really awkward..His cousin told me she doesn't know but she thinks he might like me also but she's not sure because he hides his feelings so well all the time. That was months ago though and we go through the awkwardness and now we're back to our regular friendship.. So last night he came in and I was sitting on the couch and we were both alone. and he asked if I would let him eat me out. this isn't the first time he's asked that and like I said he jokes a lot and he know's it makes me embarrassed and he says he just likes to to see my reaction. but then he knelt down in from of me and started rubbing my thighs and then he started kissing my knees all over I was so shocked...and then he started moving up but I pushed his head away. Then he got up and started smiling and he said "just let me try it one time" I don't know how I feel. Part of me, of course, wants to do it. But most of me doesn't because I like him..and I don't just want sex and I could easily just do it. I don't want to risk it because maybe he just wants sex. I don't know how to talk to him and see because the last time the idea went so horribly and everything was awkward and he shut down. Should I stay away from him ? any advice or thoughts please?
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