Im pissed because she makes me feel like I'm less than a man who can't take care of anything. I talked to her about this and the only thing she does and look at me and stare unresponsively, therefore, pissing me off even worst. She doesn't understand and I feel that she should allow me to be the man and in this depressing state, encourage me to be positive and that everything will be alright and not feel so guilty. She just stares. This girl often lacks showing emotion I guess because to her it shows weakness and I think she's an idiot for that. I'm inspired to get into law enforcement, however, the job market is tough for it here in florida, but I have an exam coming up as a dispatcher that pays high but is now too far due to my car being picked up
I feel like sh*t while she works two jobs and I'm home typing this. I don't know if I should leave her and let her find someone who will work 3 jobs and kill himself or what because I feel like I'm not able to do my part as a man. e.g. my older brother is a firefighter/paramedic, moved his kids/wife out to a suburb, the lady doesn't work and he takes care of everything, that's who I aspire to be. but I'm more like a homeless POS who sits home now because of lack of transportation, almost jobless, while this girl works two jobs and make me feel like a bitch. I'm so pissed and depressed I want to off myself. By the way. I don't have family as backup and live out of state. help
her age: 28
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