Pissed off about girlfriend working two jobs.....and me one

wilbur12
Ive been with my girlfriend for 6 years now and just recently our car was repossessed due to other issues with rent increase etc. As a man, I grew up in a home where the man is supposed to take care of the bills so with the issues we are having, I feel like sh*t and very unmotivated in life. She decides to pick up two jobs which I advised her not to do because, I don't feel comfortable with my lady working harder than her man. So now, with the car gone, I have no means to work except for some long ass bus and train ride and my job pays crap, because its retail. She works two retail jobs, and though not often both at the same time, she is working a 16 hr shift today, and I'm pissed.

Im pissed because she makes me feel like I'm less than a man who can't take care of anything. I talked to her about this and the only thing she does and look at me and stare unresponsively, therefore, pissing me off even worst. She doesn't understand and I feel that she should allow me to be the man and in this depressing state, encourage me to be positive and that everything will be alright and not feel so guilty. She just stares. This girl often lacks showing emotion I guess because to her it shows weakness and I think she's an idiot for that. I'm inspired to get into law enforcement, however, the job market is tough for it here in florida, but I have an exam coming up as a dispatcher that pays high but is now too far due to my car being picked up

I feel like sh*t while she works two jobs and I'm home typing this. I don't know if I should leave her and let her find someone who will work 3 jobs and kill himself or what because I feel like I'm not able to do my part as a man. e.g. my older brother is a firefighter/paramedic, moved his kids/wife out to a suburb, the lady doesn't work and he takes care of everything, that's who I aspire to be. but I'm more like a homeless POS who sits home now because of lack of transportation, almost jobless, while this girl works two jobs and make me feel like a bitch. I'm so pissed and depressed I want to off myself. By the way. I don't have family as backup and live out of state. help
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age: 26

her age: 28
Pissed off about girlfriend working two jobs.....and me one
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