Pretending!

So I have been through a lot the past few weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds...yeah I am really hurt. I asked this guy out...I told him to say yes because he wanted to not because he felt sorry for me!!He ended up saying yes and I believed him! So then he left to his house and I was like so happy I just couldn't believe that he said yes. Over the weekend we hung out and I felt really happy that I was finally with him. I tried to show him the really me the one that he's never seen...Well actually nobody has ever seen the really me or gotten to know the really me.but that because they always hurt me or leave me. So yesterday (Tuesday) I saw him and we were talking. I told him that I really liked him and I guess I let my feelings show too much because knows imp heartbroken! And usually I don't show my feelings because I like to keep it to myself unless imp sure about the guy. But I guess that with this one I messed up. So then like always we flirted and I showed him that I was willing to give him the best of me...But guess that it didn't matter and he could careless!!I feel stupid because I didn't see that he was just pretending. So I just have to say that I felt really deeply into him!!Then I went to my friend's house and I was there with her talking about him and just having a good time...Then someone sends me a txt message. I pinched up the phone and was happy to see that he send me a message but then my happiness went away because I saw what the message said. And this is what the first message said "I need to tell you something "so I answer and said "What" I was waiting for his message and I finally got tired of waiting so I was about to send him a message when the phone rings again!!I thought that I was going to get a nice sweet message...But instead I got a message saying that he likes me only as a friend more than a girlfriend!!Then he tells me that it's not me with the problem that it's him!!!!!!!But I tell him then why did you say yes? I remind him of everything that I told him the day I asked him out...But I got no response to my question! And he also said that we could still be friends but....I don't think that I want to be friends with a guy that lies about his feelings and that just breaks up with someone over the phone!!I would be friends with my x-boyfriends but that because I always breaker up with them and some do it too but then we just decide to be friends...But we breaker up face to face..Not over the freaking phone!!!!!!!So know I can't stand seeing him! But imp tiring to change that by forgetting that I ever went out with him!!And who knows maybe in time I will forget and be his "FRIEND "but I don't know so I'll see how I feel in couple of days or weeks!!!!!