i'm quite complicated. i can't be so nice sometimes, but other times i just snap at people. i not really a people person. i think at this point in my life i going through a lot of difficult stuff. it's not a great time for me. i honestly believe that one day i'll find the right person for me. i hope that i do. right now though i just want to not even bother with guys. so jaded... i had some bad experiences. honestly, i think my spirit is sort of crushed. life's wearing me out. i can be so negative all the time. i really do want good things for myself, its just i don't think i deserve them. i quilt trip my self all the time. i am my own worst critic. i dont think any of this is anything you want to here. oh well. i needed to show the reality of my personality. i guess.