Why am I so awkward? Like seriously? At rehearsals today we were doing a test to see how far someone is willing to go. You had to give each other tasks, if you wanted to do it, you did it, if you didn’t, you didn’t. Simple as that. Someone said “let’s kiss each other” two of people didn’t want to do it, I did, another girl did as well. So we just kissed each other. If that’s what you want to call it. Normally when we fake kiss, we put our thumbs over the other persons mouth you’re lips aren’t touching. We didn’t do that today. So our lips were actually touching. I could feel she was trying to actually kiss me but all I did was just stand there with my mouth closed not doing anything. I wanted to do something but it was happening so fast so I just stood there. And now thinking about it I feel really awkward.