My ex broke my heart in August 2013; I took him back for a couple months (Nov-Feb) and he left again. I've tried moving on; I meet with a therapist weekly, I am on anxiety/depression meds, I workout often, got back into my hobbies, etc, but I still miss him like crazy. I thought he was the one..
The worst part — I know he doesn't give a damn about me, and likely doesn't miss me at all. He had a new girlfriend three weeks after leaving me in February . Am I pathetic? Advice for letting go? I feel like I'm never going to find love again :(
Most Helpful Guy
That is a good question to witch there are many answers. First off realize that you did nothing wrong he has something inside of him that made him feel inadequate, and he tried to fix that by hurting you. Secondly you may ask your self why you why out of every one did he have to do it to you well that's simple you were an easy target for him to essentially use to make himself feel better about him and he had already done it once so the second time was easier. Thirdly no not all men are like him and just because he did something bad doesn't mean the next guy will to; both men and women can be cruel in your case it was a man. Forth except that he is not a part of your life and that yes you are better off with out him and know that he will regret hurting you because now he has no one that will really care for him like you did. Fifthly instead of taking your frustration out on yourself take it out on something you can do for you go punch a punching bag get angry that he did something bad to you, go buy a bb-gun put a pic of him up and shoot it for a wile, go do things that will let you put the frustration of him hurting you on something other than yourself. Sixth realize that him leaving you was the best thing for you. You don't need someone that will not only hurt you once, but twice. That being said know you are the bigger person for giving him a second chance with you and it really is his fault for hurting you. People do deserve second chances sometimes it's his loss and your gain in this situation though. Now take some deep breaths be single for a wile enjoy the freedom vent some frustration out on other things rather than yourself and live for a better tomorrow because you can make it threw this. Hope this helps you feel better and helps you move on and live better for you.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE
Most Helpful Girl
Whoah this sounds exactly like what happened to me last year. Was with my ex for a year, my first proper relationship, thought he was the one and I put my all into the relationship. Then suddenly he says he's not sure whether there is a future with us.
We broke up, 3 weeks later he got a new girlfriend just like yours did, and he didn't give flying crap about me. I was broken inside.
I know exactly what you are going through hun. It hurts and it hurts bad.
You are not pathetic, you have been used and hurt, This is a normal reaction.
I suffered depression for about 7 months afterwards. I went to the doctor and went on meds, my family had never seen me so ill. I have never felt so awful in my life. It was like I was in a deep black hole, that I just could not climb out of. I even attempted suicide.
I couldn't stop thinking about it, how badly he treated me and how much he used me for an entire year. He even made out to others I was the bad guy.
Now the good news. It has been 10 months on from my break up and I completely better, I feel free of him and I rarely think of him. I know I was lucky to escape him and you were lucky to escape yours.
You will get better trust me. You need to take each day at a time and do what you are doing. You are a wonderful person and this will only make you stronger.
I feel a lot stronger and I have learned a lot from that relationship. I will never let anyone treat me like that ever again. I bet there were some warning signs at the beginning of your relationship, but you chose to ignore them, just like me.
You will be fine, and great things will come your way. Forget this a hole, clearly he can never be on his own. A guy like that is a bore and pathetic.
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