I dated this girl for almost a year and she was amazing don't get me wrong. I never felt that strong of a connection and never felt that compelled to talk to a total stranger. I felt like we met before and a bunch of strange coincidences started happening. We had a bunch of mutual friends, my best friend was dating her best friend, she grew up with three sisters and one brother and I have three brothers and one sister, my moms name is her grand mothers name and her dads name is my older brother's name, we both attended the same summer camp when we were little except she was afternoon and I was morning and so on. There was also strange things like we both had deja vu at the same time but we knew it was our first time doing grocery shopping together. She could be a little brutally honest at times and a bit bossy. There were her flaws and I had mine (over emotional and sensitive). We both were stubborn so it made fights hard to get over and we both were short tempered. Despite this we had several good times. I guess leaning toward our 10th month I took her for granted. I met someone else when I was away for something that kept me from her on Valentine's Day. I decided to leave my girlfriend because I just woke up and felt nothing towards her a few weeks earlier before I was away. When I met the other girl and she made me feel happy. I left my girlfriend and she went ballistic screaming how and why. She nearly committed suicide because the break up was so sudden and out of nowhere. When the other girl and I started dating she left me for someone else a few weeks later. I started dating two months later and never felt anything. I just realized my ex is the one for me. I'm done playing around. I constantly yearn for her touch and her witty jokes. I know she's single and she hasn't dated since me. We don't have any contact mostly my fault. I want to talk to her again but I'm afraid of being pushed away. It's been 7 months since we spoke.
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Call her, if only to say you're sorry for how things turned out. If nothing else she will appreciate that much, I promise you! But DONT wait... people are here today but could be gone tomorrow!0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE