I was with someone I loved but after the fact I think he was actually emotionally abusive. He complained I wasn't who I was before and he was right I wasn't it wasn't me. I couldn't figure out why but talking to my friends this weekend things he said and did made it so I wasn't I had to watch what I said and did cause I wanted to make him happy.
That makes me angry! I'm not that kind of girl usually but I was. I know I'm happier now and it's better but I'm still broken I still love him knowing all this stupid shit about him.
I just don't understand how I can be on both sides