his break up TEXT
"Alright babe I hope you get heal quickly. love you shortcake. I wish i was there to hold your hand and make any pain go away i don't want you hurt buttercup. but your excuses are making me bored tired and sick if you don't want to talk and don't want to work for this relationship then why are you still here... don't give me any fucking shit excuse that this is not just another fucking excuses first your mom was in the hospital, then your phone went dead etc... your just making me tired and tired at every step! im not the one that need to work more on this relationship.. its you that needs to.. you know what I know what would make me and your father very happy.. tie a cinder block to your waist and jump in the fucking lake. you are a Fat ass disappointment to me and your family. oh and by the way you were a fucking accident you were never supposed to be born. your mom and dad both agreed that they didn't want you as a child and still don't.. they told me if they could have one thing that one thing would be to kill you and have their son back.. and I know i lead you on making you think i was going to propose to you well guess what that was me acting your a bitch and a virgin slut.. go die... oh and if i haven't made it clear enough for you dumbass we are over bye bye buttercup"
so any advice you can give me? I've only been in 2 relationships the first one ended with death after 4 years this one ended like this after almost a year.