I'm trying my best to move on, forget him. But it's so hard. He never wanted to break up with me in the first place but he says he only did it due to both of us going to different universities this coming September. He told me he would have NEVER broken up with me if it wasn't for this situation, but he also said he can't be friends with me? I just don't understand how can someone who said they're IN LOVE with you, suddenly let you go... He was always more into me than him, and then I let myself open up to him and started liking him back the same. I miss him every single day, I see him in all my classes at college and my heart breaks and I cry every night. I love and miss him with all my heart and he was also my 'first' as I was to him too. How can he forget all the things we spoke about? I don't know what to do or how to move on:'( I have asked to see him one last time before I go away on holiday in the summer because after June, I won't be seeing him, ever and that's heart breaking and I want to go away on good terms knowing what we had was great. I'm not sure how he's feeling and he said that he will 'let me know' and he's not got back to me yet, I feel hopeless and distraught. He told me I meant his everything. Why can't he be my friend? We've been broken up for nearly 2 months now, and I tried getting him back but nothing worked because he said he can't do long distance, he told me that it's nothing else that triggered his decision but that and nothing is my fault. If I meant 'his world' why would he let me go?:'( Please someone help me :( I seriously want happiness back.
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Yo' man is a buttcheek.
I'm sorry. What I mean is "He loves you so very much. He's just also incredibly willing to selfishly prevail with nonsense about how he doesn't want this or that but then turns around and enforces the things he doesn't want. It's relatively easy to see that, even if he is correct about his own nature, the idea of having to endure anything with anyone is so far removed from him that he cannot seem to bear even the slightest burden. He's also good at sweet talking and dragging things out because he must have wanted to major in Drama but got turned down for being an assclown."1