So, a friend/ex of mine has always been this huge freaking part of my life. He has officially blocked me and I'm very upset because I wish I could talk to him. It's because I always messaged him and told him how I felt. That I loved him. But you know what, I do. He's a complete jerk but I think there is more to this, as I still cannot move on and this happened four years ago, almost five.
I know I pushed him too hard, He wants nothing to do with me I reckon. Still, one thing always keeps holding me back. I cannot get over him. It's obvious right? He's always totally ticked me off and yet I refuse to move on. This could because I didn't get closure. Because he's gay, or! Yes, OR! Or, he doesn't know what he wants! All, I know... is I believe we had a beautiful friendship. I just don't understand why this friendship, had to end so badly. Is is worth repairing? Do I move on? How is possible to move on, when I feel like I cannot? Lost cause? Repair it?
I don't know. I'm so confused. Help.
- Move On?Vote A
- Wait It Out?Vote B
- Obsessed?Vote C
- Repair The Friendship?Vote D
- Lost Cause?Vote E