In October I was broken up with and it ended a relationship of over 2 years with my first love. I was devastated. I reconnected with an old best friend afterwards, one who had a history of liking me, but I just wanted a friend.
Over the months he was so nice to me and sweet and we drunkenly kissed one night which lead to more hooking up. Anyway I really thought I was falling in love with him and I told him that. 7 months after my break up I got into a relationship with this friend. Now its only a month into the relationship and I'm feeling anxious and like it was a mistake and my feelings were confused.
I care for this guy so much and I don't want to lose him and I certainly dont want to hurt him but I just don't know what to do or how to handle this.