I understand the need for freedom, but what I'm confused by is the day before she spent the night and told me she loved me, and that she was so glad I was in her life. Now, I haven't seen or heard from her in two months, and according to her former best friend, is now seeing some "trust fund, rich kid, asshole with no respect for women, and no understanding of how real life works outside of his daddies money." (Her exact words)
I generally a pretty stable guy, but since she left me I've had awful depression, an overwhelming sense of dread looming over me, and bone crushing anxiety, what I don't unstand is the "why" of it all. Any responses would be much appreciated.