but now starting to go through some crazy rebound where like anything I see half descent at bar or where ever is starting to look good and I don't know what to do about this. if I should actually try and date one of these girls or if its a waste of time and I don't even like them enough to bother.
like yesterday was especially bad , at lunch saw this girl who works at burger place and for some reason she really turned me on. then later on in day became attracted to this server girl at dairy queen for some reason and both these girls were much younger than me. then at bar later at night things just seems to spiral downwards , first off I hit on this hostess girl I hadn't even meet before just cause I though she was attractive. then I ran into a girl I actually knew from before and she was with some gf's and I tried to talk to them but things were really weird and they got annoyed that maybe I was too interested in them and girl I knew might now have a bf. and then there was this blonde girl I had a thing for , have talked to her before but don't really know her and just like her body , tight and has really nice abs , I mostly just wanted to have sex with her and that didn't go anywhere and she got annoyed as well. and there might of been a couple other girls as well that night it was really off.
so yeah not sure what to do about things , feeling really sad about losing out on girl I was like in love with and wanted to get in a relationship with and now feel I'm just desperately seeking out any girl available and not sure where this is going?