by the way, he had already graduated. he's 20 and im 17. my mom even said i could go out with him. since we got along so well, i figured id ask him to hang out. i did it over facebook. we planned on going ice skating. however, we never finalized the plans so nothing ever happened. that was all in April. well ill see that he's online and i kind of hate him for not going through with anything. i mean he just stopped replying. now he almost got married last year and went through this huge break up with his ex fiance so I've cut him some slack. Now, i just really miss him. we had such a good time and i just wish we couldve continued our relationship. ill even be out with friends and see someone who resembles him and ill get so excited to see "him" but then it isn't and i get really sad.
I have such mixed feelings about him. on one hand, im pissed we never went out but then again, i miss him so much and i really started to like him! should i just keep my distance since he basically stood me up once or maybe try messaging him again and just talk? I really dont know... :[