1 year LDR because I was forced in the army for a year, and still till now, its the toughest year iam having, and iam really struggling in.
During the distance.. I was in depression for more than 5 months.
-I used to really worry about her when she was around guys, and even girls, but I don't text her don't go out with them, i just tell her not to trust them, cause I've seen people using her and talking bad about her before the relationship and she didn't see it.. and I stood up for her, and told her to stay away from those, and she agreed. so i was just doing it to protect her, and I did trust her.. so in that way she felt and told me that iam controlling her. remember this was all in the long distance, around 6 months not seeing her till that happened.
-I saw a picture of her and other guy, her cheeks on his.. I don't know, it just kindof really bugged me, and I wanted to be in his place.. so i talked to her about it, and she said that am jealous "insecure", he is just a friend and I should stop acting like that.
- i saw a picture on her Facebook (an old one she was kissing someguy before i met her) and I went really mad to see that, and i sent her a bad text.. and this was during my depression.. but then I apologized the next, cause i made her cry, but I thought she wouldn't care, but it really did hurt me seeing that, specially she's been away from me.
-She told me I was needy.. I kept telling her to come visit me soon, and she wanted to, and told her everything here reminds me of her, the house, the place (she visited me and my family last summer for a month the first time for her in the country) and she said stop it, ill come as soon as i can.
and things were like that for a while.. and she broke up with me when i told her "you are TOO independent". which I actually respect.. but I felt I was being pushed away
The reasons for all this, is not seeing her for almost a year.