As time passed I realized the depth of my love for her and how much she mattered to me. There was not even a single day in about a year we had not talked. I wanted to patch up within 20 days of break up but she was flirting an other guy. I assumed she moved on so I went dormant.
Problems occurred when that guy started bluffing rumors about her! Stupid unrealistic facts.
When I looked into the matter myself, I found that there was nothing like she had moved on, She went and did all this because I was not there. She flirted with other guy because she missed me. That guy had taken advantage of her emotional turmoil and had won ample trust in last 4 months of his friendship. On the other hand our mutual friends and other friends had done a lot to damage our relationship.
The extent of this is that a friend had scared her to an extend that she revealed about me to her parents.
Her parents are orthodox and strictly against boy friend things. I have become reason of almost all of her problems even without doing anything in anyway.
I do not see scope of any patch up but my heart didn't let me move on or let her go out. I have tried running away from her, there is no place to go. It may be that I had not been in too much love with her when I broke up but now, I know how much I love her and I have never known anything clearer than this!
I want to patch up at all cost and at what ever it takes to have us together. Help me, Advice me!