Anyway we met up for professional reasons last week. She is finishing a web design job for me. Since the break up she has been very icy, never initiating contact and only responding for professional reasons. We met in person to go over my website and it was a very productive meeting. At the end of the conversation I said "Hey E do you remember when we broke up you said... don't be a stranger... did you mean that? or was that just spur of the moment?". She gave me a halfway answer saying she didn't mind talking but it was weird talking to exes... etc. My guess is that she means "no I didn't mean that". However I looked her in the eyes and said "I miss talking to you" and I almost broke down (eyes got a little wet). This was very true... I missed talking/hanging out with her intensely in the last few weeks. That is the ONLY TIME I have ever broken down in front of her. Ever. I apologize for getting emotional and got myself back together.
Did I really screw up? I've done the no contact rule with her since.