So I met this amazing man about a year ago, he was sensitive, loving and so honest. Me being the stupid girl I was I couldn't breakdown my walls and on a continuous basis let him down and hurt him. I ruined two of his birthdays (well kind of) and for some reason he blames me for not being able to see his grandma before she died. He has literally given me some crazy amount of chances and I just kept on messing them up, not seeing that he was just trying to help and fix things. I can't say "I'm sorry" anymore and I feel so lost without him. He has always put me as a priority in his life and I failed to see it until now. I'm planning on a special night for him but I just want some ideas on what might show him I care. I'm decorating his camper and having a surprise picnic for him, got him some silly gifts... I don't know, I see my future with him and I'm full of so much regret. I know I need to learn to open up and be honest... what are some things I should even say? I'm so nervous and could just use some tips... I don't even know if this post makes any sense.
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wow this is literally like the cliché "you don't know what you had until you lost it". but anyways, I suggest just be totally upfront and honest with him. you put him down so many times that he probably does not want to play any games when it comes to feelings. be extremely polite and caring but not as if you pity him, but as if you truly do care and you know that you were wrong before.0