We argued a lot and I realiseed that we weren't right for each other. During our fights I said things that hurt his self-esteem and ego and I completely regret that. I apologised profusely and he accepted my apologies. A few weeks later we ended up fighting again (both our fault) and I knew I had to end it. He agreed saying "maybe we should end it then". Walking away was the hardest thing. But this happened while I was away on holiday. I was tempted to fb message him and look at his profile but I knew it wasn't a good idea. I would have deactivated my account but I use fb to message friends so I decided to block him right after our call.
He never tried to contact me through text, email etc and a week later I unblocked him on fb, and emailed him apologising for the way things ended and explained that I blocked him to allow myself time to heal. He never replied.
A month later I asked him to send me my stuff back and he refused sending me a hateful email calling me selfish and that he owes me nothing. I also realised he blocked me on fb (he never blocks/deletes anyone). Plus we weren't fb friends, my profile is private and I never post anything I only private message friends. I don't get why he would have gone to the trouble to block me.
A month after that I texted him asking how he is (he has slight depression/anxiety) and he replied a day later saying he's doing alright and that I don't need to worry about him anymore. I told him I still care, want to be friends and that I will still be there for him if he needs me. He never replied although he's seen the msg.
I really miss him as a friend. Why would he ignore me? I feel like he never cared/liked me because of this. He said if we were to ever break up he'd still want me in his life yet after we broke up he ignores me completely.