i don't know what to do, i still have feelings for him, like being around him, get excited when i see him, ect. and he obviously doesn't think ill of me because he acts normal around me besides just avoiding direct contact and hasn't deleted me off media and his friends are okay with me.
i want to try to talk to him and work things out but im worried i ruined it for us. i don't think ill of him either, he is a great friend and i just hate the feeling of losing one of my best friends because we hit some rocks in our relationship.
how should I ask him if he feels the same way? i know things would be different if we got back together, but i really enjoyed it and i honestly feel like i made a mistake.