Despite our relationship going well for so long, over the last summer and now after moving to college (she came too, it just worked out like that) the issue has arisen again and the fact that I don't know if I need to experience another person has caused me to be more and more distant from her which finally peaked last night when she admitted that she knew I wasn't happy with us. (I'd tried to tell her but she was drunk so I was waiting for another time, I was high too) We cried holding each other for a few hours and I told her I needed a few days to think because I'm not going to put her through all of this shit again if I don't intend to stay for a while.
And now that's culminated to this point where I'm sitting here confused.
So I guess I just wanted to ask if any of you have ever only been with one person and if so how has that worked out, or for those that have been with multiple do you think that "exploring" is necessary or is it possible to stay with your first.
I still love her, that's not the question.