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try to get the closure you need, demand it from him, you deserve at least that much, or just keep pushing on, better yourself, focus on your life and forget about him. he obviously wasn't worth the time:P so you shouldn't have to spend the time to cry over him, which is hard to do I know. but just try to realize that things will be better now because obviously they must've been shitty before? so what have you to cry about? the times will only get better for you, not worse. and you'll meet another guy, could be better or worse or the same but at least now you'll have this experience to filter out the douches in life.