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Let him go. You can't fix the past. It ended learn from it and move on. You can't beat yourself up. Just say I'm sorry. I learned a lesson. Sorry I hurt you. Sorry you couldn't get past it. Hope you find happiness. You keep focused and go in a positive direction... the right may be just around the corner. That's how it happened for me.
You're not defective. You can't make him move on or love you.
Been there before. Nearly drove myself crazy for year getting there, though.