I had to ask him, after all these years when you used to promise me marriage was it a lie? he said Yep. I never wanted to marry you.
so after all, he just wanted to have sex and since he's the first guy in everything I'm in deep pain,
he knew all along he wants to marry a girl he doesn't know
then why he held so long?
Now I know i have to move on because who really loves you won't just destroy you.
He played me for six years and never loved me.
I really want karma, to fuck him like he fucked me, I don't wanna do anything
but does karama really exist?
or even god,
wouldn't he turn this table
and bring me back my pride?
because I could never say a word that describes what he did to me and i always forgave him and started over
he always treated me like shit, and cheated on me
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Wow, what an insecure asshole. Fuck him. There is definitely an underlying personality disorder here. My guess would be narcissistic or borderline. This is demented behavior and I'm sorry to hear you were a victim to this. These people, deep down, can't stand themselves. I believe karma does exist, we reap what we sow. I do not believe in revenge, that shit is just toxic and will only hurt you. I wouldn't bother responding to his childish bullshit. Go be social and forget about people that have nothing to offer you or themselves. This is and never will be acceptable behavior. I'm really sorry to hear of your pain. Maybe look into some counseling? It will speed up the process of healing.