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You know what you want to actually do, so act on it.
Even if your dream doesn't actually turn into reality, it isn't the end of the world. Someone else worded this rather abruptly, but its experience for later on in life.
Learning to consider your actions first is a valuable lesson in life - telling someone you hate "them" if in actual fact you hate something they have done, is completely different. You don't say what the "douche" move is, but if in the grand scheme of things it was actually something fairly trivial, apologise to him for being abrupt.
Also: waiting for the "right moment" is a bit of a cliché. You either want to kiss the person you're dating or you don't. Don't be afraid to grab him and be the one to initiate the first kiss. Males are just as complicated and he might be shy about making the first move. My wife was the one who made her first move on me, so it clearly does work both ways.