After we broke up, i tried to keep a poker face, though inital stages of break up when i went to her to get back, i did come across as a bit clingy, but after that i think i did pretty good in showing i have moved on
My connection with her is so amazing, i can look at her and actually know what's going on with her. And she knows all of it
She says that i'm perfect in every sense and she can't find anyone better than me. I get mixed feelings whether she has moved on or not, but i think she has, its just nostalgia that makes her say certain things.
I can't ask her to get back to me, it would show i'm weak. I dont know what i should do right now. I would do anything to have her back. I am not the person who can move on from one person to another. In fact, i was in vegas last month, i hooked up with the hottest girl i've seen (not a hooker, lol) - and i had to because i was peer pressured into it. But i stopped and just couldn't do it. Though i didn't tell anyone, but i couldnt hook up- all i could think of is her.
I want her back. I can't ask her that. I am mind fucked. i want your help. If i ask her, she might stop talking again thinking i am clingy or whatever-i dont know.
What should i do?