I am far from home, my best friends are on the other side of the world. I don't have many good friends here, I don't know them that well. I'm so scared to go to them and talk to them about my situation. Even with my best friend in my home country, I would have been scared to talk to him about it.
Would you help an acquaintance you don't know that well to deal with a break up? Would that drive you away from that person?
I'm depressed and desperate, I really need to talk in person with someone and spend time with friends... But something blocks me from doing that.