But I resent it. He shows me love and says he loves me but he just seems too busy with his problems... He says he doesn't mean it and he knows he is the one to blame.
But I don't want to suffer with him all over again. I was depressed for a while because of him. He just disappears and swears he has no one else but me.
I know he loves me but I say he is not ready to commit.
Did I drag myself to misery after agreeing to see him?