I understand nothing. We've known each other since our junior year of HS (now I'm 23) but were friends back then. It was nothing until 3 months ago that we dating exclusively (but we were already spending lots of quality time even before that so I already had strong feelings) and got fully intimate last month.
She was my first love and the only one that I've ever open up to both emotionally and physically. It takes me a while to open up. I don't even like sharing my secrets with anyone. Now it feels like time wasted I'll never get back.
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The time immediately after a breakup is the worst because you feel like you'll never find anyone else like your ex. In time though you'll get over her and find someone special. Just keep very busy and don't have any contact with her and that will speed up your process of getting over her.