Most Helpful Girl
If you are not Buddhist you would have to convert. But then you would not be true to yourself. You can sacrifice who you are for someone. If you loose yourself to someone else they loose respect and desire for you. I would never want to change someone who I loved. If I did then they are no longer the person I loved. You are not who she wants. Don't change who you are for someone who is not willing to make things work for you. Take this time and really find you and what makes you happy outside of her.