My girlfriend and i are 19. I fucked up. I told my girlfriend's (of one year) best friend, Brenda, I was interested in her. And my girlfriend, Jasmine, found out and ended up breaking up with me last night. I hurt my girlfriend a lot. Which hurt me so much to see her that way. I just don't know what I want. Brenda was flirting with me but I told her I have a girlfriend but then she kept going and I ended up giving in at the end which ruined things with my girlfriend. This morning my girlfriend called back and told me she wanted to fix things and I told her I don't wanna be with her anymore. The reason why I felt tempted into he first place was because Jasmine and I argue so much and we rarely see each other like once a month. Sometimes not even until 2 months later. But with Brenda I could see her every single day. But I just don't know what I want. Jasmine is willing to give me a second chance still but she feels I don't know what I want. Sometime I feel like leaving her and sometimes I don't want too because I love her so much. But I don't even know if I even love her I was so tempted to talk to her best friend. I just don't wanna hurt her and have her crying so much 😓 I just don't know what to do. Brenda says Jasmine doesn't wanna be her friend anymore and Brenda wants to talk to me and have something but I love my girlfriend and want to be with her too. The fact we argue a lot, have our differences, and rarely see each other. I just don't know. I feel like the worst boyfriend and most shallowest person ever to put her through this. I just don't know anymore.
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Well to be competently honest, the fact that Jasmines best friend was a temptation for you means that you really have no respect for the girl and without respect you have no foundation for a healthy relationship. You're not the shallowest person ever, but it seems pretty clear to me that you don't want to be with her and if this is the case then you shouldn't lead her on because THAT would be shallow. If there's things that you need and want from a relationship and are not currently getting then I would tell you to move on, you owe it to yourself to be happy and there are other available people out there who can provide the things you need. Brenda dose not fall under the 'other available people' category, she's playing you like a game. No girl goes after their own best friends boyfriend without malicious intent.0