I met this perfect girl over the internet, fell in love quick and got really attached. I even had a glory hole bj. Then last night I found out it was a guy. "Trapped in a woman's body" I'm really fucked up over it because apparently everything but that was true. how did I not know. How do handle the feelings of shame and disappointment. Does that make me gay? Should I be friends? What if I see her around town, I told my co-workers about this girl and they are going to ask what happened. I don't want to even see the light of day. I am really really embarrassed. How do I get my confidence back? I just don't feel like me. Am I overreacting?