Most days I'm fine. I've got enough going on in my life to keep me busy and I'm working on improving myself. I'm taking some classes and I lost about 20lbs. Despite that, there are times when he creeps into my mind and I replay everything that went right/wrong, and I try to make sense of everything he said/did. I know I'm over analyzing things, and trust me, I wish I knew how to stop. I really believed that he loved me back, even though he never said it. I guess it's just kind of killing me not knowing if what we had was real or if I projected/made it up/saw what I wanted to see. I don't want to break NC to ask him, and even if I did, I'm not sure if I'd get an entirely honest answer, if I got one at all. So how do I stop? How do I make peace with the unanswered questions? It's kind of keeping me from moving on, and I don't want to be stuck on someone who isn't stuck on me.
tl;dr Just answer the question in the title.