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First, many people in a marriage gone bad feel the way your feeling - you are not alone. Get marriage counseling. If he won't go, then just go by yourself. You can work through doing what's best for you - repairing the marriage or finding a path forward as a single parent. Working at addressing the problem is not fun, and I've been there. It does get better, but you need to take action. The"getting started" part is hard. It gets better. *way* better! Don't lose hope!