After that she told me she wished I didn't love her and she is letting go of me because she loves me... She also said she'd rather have my hate than make me sad.
I'm just totally lost now... She destroyed me already, and then after I was fully healed I let her back in and now she destroys me again. She didn't even bother to call to end things... Just slammed me with everything when I woke up and now this past week has been pure hell all over again. She made these grandious promises about making this the best year of my life, and all these other promises that she yet again has never been able to hold up.
I am beside myself now... Feeling completely lost, betrayed, and hurt beyond repair. I cannot eat, sleep, or think of doing anything...
So yeah... Totally lost, confused, and hurt and honestly I don't even know if I'm asking for help or just writing this to get it off my chest. Anyways there's my sad story.