So yea, false alarm today :(. Feeling sad. I kinda questioned if this was a way for him to get a response out of me. In the 4 years of being together, I never got an email like that from him. Seems weird that it happens now. But since I cound see that it was sent to other people, including his sister, probably just a coincidence.
Any words of encouragement welcomed. I not only lost my bf, but it feels ljke a piece of my childhood.